This Too Shall Pass

“This too shall pass, this too shall pass”

Kalimat itu seolah menjadi mantra bagi gue. I really scare now. Can I finish this?

Hari-hari gue terasa sangat berat. Setiap hari tidak berselera makan. My bad, selera makan gue selalu hilang saat stres dan banyak pikiran.

“This too shall pass, this too shall pas.”

Gue mencoba menenangkan diri gue dengan kalimat tersebut. Tapi bagaimana, mungkinkah gue bisa menyelesaikan ini semua?

Ya Allah, I am really scared. I know You are there, but I still can’t control my emotions. I am crying almost every day. There are so many things to do and so many directions to go in, and it’s making me feel crazy.

I know, tulis yang harus dikerjakan, lalu selesaikan satu-satu.

Ya Allah, this too shall pass, this too shall pass.

Bantu hamba untuk melewati dan menyelesaikannya dengan sehat dan bertanggungjawab.

Jangan biarkan hamba lari dari tanggungjawab. I know this is Your direction, so please help me get through it all. Please bring peace to my heart. Please grant me strength for my mind, body, and spirit.

Please help me to avoid useless busyness.

God, I know You gave me this challenge because You believe in me. So I will believe that I can get through it all.