Menuju Dua Enam
***Bersihin sarang laba-laba dulu***
Kenapa malah judulnya Menuju Dua Enam padahal ditulis di malam pergantian tahun? Pengen aja.
Agak canggung nulis di pergantian tahun, because it’s my first time. Apa yang harus gue tulis di sini? I still have no idea. Harapan-harapan yang ingin diwujudkan di 2020? I didn’t decided yet. But 2019 was amazing year for me.
January started with the oldest sister’s wedding. It’s was an emotional, up and down on the preparing process. But ended with cheers and happiness.
February, i really wanted to quit my job. But i stays till today. Why? I wrote this on my phone notes, on Feb 24 “When you still excited with your job but you also have some reason to quit…,” Things that i know is i love to travel from client to client. Meet different client with difference business model and cases. And of course, business trip are a bonus.
March, i wrote this one on my notes “Semoga bukan seseorang yang pernah mengumbar kemesraan dengan (mantan) kekasih di media sosial. I forgot why i wrote that sentence and which case is it.
April, it’s an election month. So noisy caused by hoax and religion war. A tiring month. But i survived from Peak Season. Oh yeah.
May, Ramadhan. I think Ramdhan this year was the best one that i’ve ever had. Why? Because finally i realize that how meaningful Ramadhan is. I was like where have you been for years..
***Bunyi kembang api lumayan heboh padahal lagi ujan. Tapi gue gak ada niat buat noleh ke jendela. It’s 2020 in Rempoa already. Eh noleh ke jendela juga gue wkwk karna cahayanya masuk ke kamar***
Lanjut. I found on my phone that i wrote these. I really forgot that are existing on my phone wkwk. It was a sad feeling. Ceritanya gue buka puasa sendiri di mesjid. Makan bubur ayam. Apa yang bikin gue sedih?
“Tentang Jakarta yang begitu sepi bagi gue. Rutinitas dan keadaan seolah menuntut gue untuk melakukan sendiri. Buka puasa sendiri, taraweh sendiri (meskipun kadang-kadang di mesjid). Seolah masa untuk beramai-ramai telah usai. Jalani hidup sendiri, karna teman punya aktivitas masing-masing. Keluarga punya kehidupan masing-masing.”
Setelah gue baca-baca lagi, puitis juga gue di notes wkwk. And i remember that i asked God like “Can You please send me someone, so next Ramadhan i won’t go through it alone?” Its so childish since i know that i am not ready yet.
Well, it’s 00.25 already and i am so sleepy. It’s my blog so suka-suka gue.